Wailing loudly in the witness box while teetering on his stumps, Oscar Pistorius spoke for the first time today of the moment he fired the fatal shots at Reeva Steenkamp through his toilet door.
In dramatic scenes, the amputee took off his prosthetic legs to give evidence then wept uncontrollably while describing how he gunned his girlfriend down fearing she was an intruder.
Speaking in front of the very door he fired through, he recounted hearing a window sliding open in his bathroom in the middle of the night on Valentine's Day last year.
Conditioned by years of living in crime-ridden South Africa, he said the noises convinced him someone was breaking into his luxury Pretoria home.
'That's the moment that everything changed,' he said, his voice tense with emotion.
He grabbed his gun from under the bed and told Miss Steenkamp to take cover thinking she was also in the bedroom, he told the court.
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HEARD FOR FIRST TIME: PISTORIUS ON THE MOMENT HE SHOT REEVA
'I noticed that the bathroom window was open. I was with my back against the wall.
'I wasn't sure if the intruders were in the toilet or around the corner at that point.
'Then I heard a noise from inside the toilet that I perceived to be someone coming out of the toilet.
'Before I knew it I had fired four shots at the door'
He said he then went to investigate the noise, shouting in terror at the suspected burglar with his firearm trained in front of him.
'I got to the entrance of the bathroom at the end of the passage where I stopped screaming', he told the court.
'At this point I was certain that the intruders were in the bathroom.
'I had my pistol in my right hand and peered into the bathroom.
'I didn't have much mobility on the tiles. I had my pistol raised to the corner of the entrance of the bathroom.
'I noticed that the bathroom window was open. I was with my back against the wall.
'I wasn't sure if the intruders were in the toilet or around the corner at that point.
'Then I heard a noise from inside the toilet that I perceived to be someone coming out of the toilet.
'Before I knew it I had fired four shots at the door.
'I was still scared to retreat because I wasn't sure if there was somebody on the ladder or someone in the toilet.
He said he then went back to the bedroom and realised Miss Steenkamp wasn't there.
'I didn't want to believe it could be Reeva inside the toilet. I didn't know what to do. I kicked the door. I was crying out, I was screaming. I have never screamed like that.'
ON THE MOMENT IT 'DAWNED ON HIM IT COULD BE REEVA IN THE TOILET'
'I retreated to the corner of the bed while talking to Reeva. She didn't respond. I lifted myself onto the bed.
'I felt if Reeva was there. I couldn't feel anything. I thought she had gone down on the floor.
'I kept my firearm pointing towards the passage.
'It dawned on me that it could be Reeva in the toilet. I jumped off the bed and tried to see if she was hiding behind the curtain.
'I didn't want to believe that it could be Reeva in the toilet.'
When she did not respond Pistorius said he realised he may have made a terrible mistake and rushed back to the bathroom to break down the ldoor.
After hitting the door, he saw the key inside, unlocked the door and 'flung it open'.
There, he found her fatally injured.
'I said "Oh, Reeva". I sat over her and cried,' the athlete testified sobbing loudly and putting his head in his hands and before letting out the barely inaudible cry: 'She wasn't breathing'.
After a brief adjournment, his lawyer Barry Roux came back to say his client was in no state to continue.
The case was adjourned until tomorrow.
Earlier, the Paralympian retched on the witness stand as he described the moments leading up to the shooting.
Pistorius recalled how he heard a window sliding open in his bathroom in the middle of the night, convincing him an intruder was breaking in and that he needed to arm himself.
'That's the moment that everything changed,' he said, his voice tense with emotion.
'I thought that there was a burglar that was gaining entry to my home.'
On trial: Oscar Pistorius makes his way to court for the start of his second day in the witness box
As he spoke, Miss Steenkamp's mother June, who has for so long sat unmoved in the public gallery during his testimony, broke down in tears and covered her face with her hand.
When post-mortem pictures of Miss Steenkamp's bloodstained body briefly flashed up on the courtroom television monitors, the 27-year-old athlete doubled over in the witness stand, retching into his cupped hands.
Pistorius said he woke in the middle of the night and noticed the fans were still running in his bedroom and that the door was open.
He told the court: 'Reeva rolled over to me and asked: "Can't you sleep Baba?"
'I stood up and got to the fans. I took the small fan and placed it inside the room.
ON PURSUING THE 'INTRUDER'
'I was looking down the passage. I grabbed my firearm from underneath the bed.
'At that point I just wanted to put myself between the person who had gained access to my house and Reeva.
'I had my firearm extended in front of me.
'As I entered where the (bathroom) passage is, I was overcome with fear. I screamed and shouted to the person to get out of the house.
'I didn't have my legs on.
'Just before I got to the passage I heard a door slam. It could have only been the toilet door.
'It confirmed that there was a person or people inside the bathroom'
'I placed the bigger fan in the bedroom. They were both still running. I closed and locked the sliding doors and drew the curtains.
'I came into the room. The only bit of light was an LED light on the amplifier where the TV cabinet is.
'I could see Reeva's jeans on the floor. I picked them up to place them over the LED light.
'It was at this point that I heard a window sliding open in the bathroom. I heard the window hit the frame.
'I thought that a burglar had got into the house. I think I initially just froze.
'I interpreted it as someone getting into the bathroom.
'That's the moment that everything changed.
'The first thing that ran through my mind was to protect Reeva and I and to get my gun.
He said he 'rushed as quick as I could' with his hand out in front of me, at times touching the floor before grabbing his firearm from underneath the bed.
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'NOISE THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING'
'I heard a window sliding open in the bathroom.
'I heard the window hit the frame.
'I thought that a burglar had got into the house. I think I initially just froze.
'I interpreted it as someone getting into the bathroom.
'That's the moment that everything changed.
'The first thing that ran through my mind was to protect Reeva and I and to get my gun'
'At that point I just wanted to put myself between the person who had gained access to my house and Reeva.
'I slowed down and had my firearm extended in front of me.
'I whispered to Reeva to get down and phone the police.
'As I entered where the (bathroom) passage is, I was overcome with fear. I screamed and shouted to the person to get out of the house. I didn't have my legs on.
'Just before I got to the passage I heard a door slam. It could have only been the toilet door.
'It confirmed that there was a person or people inside the bathroom.'
Pistorius then slumped forward and appeared to be sick as an autopsy picture of Miss Steenkamp was accidentally shown to the court.
Pistorius said the couple sometimes had troubles in their relationship but they sorted them out, were in love and were planning a life together.
Prosecutors say he was often jealous and killed Miss Steenkamp after a loud argument in the pre-dawn hours of Valentine's Day last year.
Sitting before a packed courtroom wearing a dark grey suit, the Paralympian described how their relationship developed, and with faltering voice, how the couple began to think of the future.
He said he was 'besotted' with the 29-year-old model and believed he was 'more into her' than she was with him.
In one, Miss Steenkamp wrote: 'We are living in a double standard relationship where you can be mad about how I deal with stuff when you are very quick to act cold and offish when you're unhappy.
'Every five seconds I hear how you dated another chick. You really have dated a lot of people yet you get upset if I mention ONE funny story with a long term boyfriend.
'I do everything to make you happy and to not say anything to rock the boat with u.'
She went on to say she was 'scared' of Pistorius on some occasions and told how he would 'snap' at her.
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